halo go Blog !yeah it's a long time since i wrote in this blog ;),today,i wanna share my life experience,wahahahaha
okey,i think we must start with my lovelife,yeah it's complicated i think,since i in a relationship with her,i think we can have a long relationship,but i dont know if it;s only in my mind or whatever,yeah several weeks ago,i found my girl tweeted with her ex,and i think,maybe you dont know this meaning of this word but i called it 'unyu',yeah i think they very very romantic,it's hurt me at all,and since it ,i dont know what happen to me,i always negative thinking to her,yeah maybe it's because they always meet every week,yah they are dancer in one entertainment,so they can meet every week,it's different to me,because i and her in a long distance realtionship,so i and her rarely met,i always negative thnking to her,i dont know,maybe because i dont know what are they doing during their practice or performance,it could be they often talk to each other,or anything elsei really really dont know,beside that,i and her dont have any topic to talk,we often quiet,yeah it's because she really interseting about korean,and i didnt know anything about it,it's diffrent with her ex,she and his had the same interesting,same entertainment,same job,maybe it's made me had negative thinking,because i envy to his,and someday i ask to her 'do you have any feel with your ex?' and she answer 'yes but a little' ,wow honestly i surprised with her answer,yah i 'galau',i feel it,ah i feel it,since she tweeted with her ex,and in addition her ex had the same feel with her,and just now i really really cant do anything now and i dont know what are they doing with her ex,i dont know she still love me or not,just now maybe i can learn to dont fall in love to deep with someone,and dont have too much expectations with your special someone,because if its once break,you will feel hurt so much